To the End of the Abyss----
Warning: pointless, sometimes incoherent rambling ahead.
Well... The deadline for the official BRR auditions is coming up, but I don't even know if I want to enter or not. I got a taste of what the tournament will be like because of the (test) Preliminary. Sometimes it was heaven, sometimes it was hell. It really was time consuming, though...
Should I even bother? The art quality kinda went down even in those three rounds for the prelim. Style change? Laziness? Could be a bit of both. If I enter, it'll be deadlines, deadlines, deadlines, as if I didn't have enough from school. Yes, I managed to meet them so far, but will there be a breaking point? I've already gotten behind in my reading (though that's nothing new).
I guess the biggest issue here is time, thanks to my habit of procrastinating which results in drawing binges lasting several days in succession. And hand cramps. With my luck, the deadlines will probably coincide with all my midterms/finals.
Time...and doubt that I'll even get very far in the tournament. Not with just the pencil sketches... and I don't want to do color.
On the one hand I want to improve (though I doubt I'll get any better), yet on the other hand it just feels like an obligation to Byako and
And if I don't enter, I'll regret missing out on the whole thing...Aaaaah... Why can't I decide?
...I need sleep.
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Art-wise, I'd say you're pretty good. I've seen your stuff in pencil and they look good to me.
I can understand you're having doubts about time management and all. I've only entered one contest and boy, procrastination nearly killed me.
But the most important thing to ask yourself is this; do you like doing this sort of thing?
If you find it too much of a strenous effort to do this, don't do it.
But if you really like doing this, then by all means, do it. Trust me, when you enjoy doing something, not even proscrastination or lack of time will stop you.
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So it is with my obsession....
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just do whats fun and keep in mind that its not really a favor to me if you enter ^_^;
and byako is pretty easy going so it would get over it
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Thanks for reminding me about what's really important here.
OSU!! *throws plush Jasae off his shoulders*
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